Monday, January 14, 2013

Post Graduate Beginning


Defining the Dash

I've been fortunate to only have to attend a few funerals in my lifetime and spent limited time in cemeteries, but I've still seen grave sites of my fathers parents. Generally made of various stones, their full names, a quote or favorite phrase, and the dates of their time on this planet. Those dates are where I decided upon the title for this blog. The years are important but they are not what defines the person buried there.  The people that attend the funerals and visit the sites remember the time in between the birth and death of their loved ones. The dash between the years is what makes everyone different and interesting. Having just graduated from college there still isn't much to say about my dash; I've made a lot of great friends, had a chaotic family, been involved in some great organizations and had a lot of laughs along the way. All of those these things have brought me this point in my life of a new career and an immense amount of freedom and potential.

Tomorrow is when it all begins, I start my first postgraduate position.  And while it is only training for our first five weeks in Rhode Island it will give me a pretty good picture of what I can expect once I return to California. I'm still not very what exactly I will doing with my new role but I'm going to hope that I can get more of an idea throughout training. My training will most likely be fairly intensive based off of the material asked in my interview and what I am expecting to do in my position.

So much of this next year will be entirely new experiences, goals, and relationships. I think it will be really good for me to be forced out of my comfort zone as far as locations and challenges. I adjusted well in high school and college to the different obstacles and found amazing people to surround myself with. My move out to California will be an entirely new environment which has the potential to completely start over and change who I am, but I still like who I've been for most of my life. I would prefer to preserve the personality and lifestyle that I've grown comfortable with because it has worked well and gotten me to this point. Of course there are a few things I would like to improve upon because few things scare me more than monotony or boredom (contradictory to my dedication to daily life routines) so I want to continue to challenge myself to continue to evolve. I have become good at rising to various challenges I am faced with in my personal and professional life, and I know that there will be newer and more difficult obstacles.

There are some things I would like to preserve about myself in my coming career and a few areas in which I know I need to make some improvements.  I'm going to take the approach of writing down goals solidifies them and hopefully encourages follow through.

Continuity:
1)    Sense of Humor- I have always been surrounded by other people that don't take themselves too seriously. They can achieve great things, but have a blast in the process. I do not want to become a stiff person because of work that becomes boring and only talks about work. Making jokes and entertaining will always be fun, if I can't laugh at myself then no one else can.
2)    Love of Smiling- this is something that has often been my most identifiable trait. Smiling is fun, approachable, and can diffuse many intense situations. I feel comfortable behind my big smile and hope that it never goes away.
3)    Need for Nothing Nights- Fuego queso nights, Little Caesars pizza nights, movie nights, weekends where I watch an entire series in a weekend. Nothing Nights are some of my favorite things to do by myself or with other friends who have an affinity for cheap and stress free evenings. They are easy to do and take nearly no effort or planning. After a long week of meetings or rehearsals there are few things that I enjoy more.
4)    Comfort in Stupidity- I've never had much of a problem laughing at myself or doing embarrassing things. I love to belt it out in my car as a stress release or do a little dancing as I get ready in the morning. I'm not much of a "cool" guy, the different and weird group has always been my scene.



1)    Take better care of my body- I have been lucky this far in my life to remain thin. It's not something I have had to work at with extensive effort, which I know will change in the coming years. I need to provide my body with better and more food; less preservatives, better nutrients, a greater variety, and proper fuel for working out. Bodies apparently require a significant amount of sleep. My last semester I was sleeping an acceptable amount and I would like to continue this trend. Sleeping better will do wonders for my immune system, provide time for my body to recover from workouts, and allow me to be focused and productive during work.
2)    Accept the things I cannot change- the opportunity to move out to the west coast will force me to make communication with my family and friends in other parts of the country. I need to learn to accept other people's decisions as their own and know that it is not my responsibility to ensure they are making the decision I believe is best. There are many things I disagree with that my family or friends may choose but I do not need to be involved with that decision.
3)    Social Awareness- I've been through two elections with the right to vote and have paid little attention to the views and stances of the candidates. In political matters I've taken an uninformed approach which just isn't the way I should exercise my rights as a free citizens. There have been many situations in which I do not know about large current events because they have to do with politics or economics. I want to be able to be involved in conversations surrounding these areas.
4)    Faith- within the past few months I have started attending weekly church service with some friends in College Station. It was slightly forced in the beginning, for not many other reasons than my awkwardness and getting up "early" on a Sunday. Towards the end I learned to really enjoy the messages of the pastors. I still don't think I believe in much at this point, but if anything the messages are a positive moral approach to daily life. Especially in a new area I think that it will be a nice place to meet people that are strong in their faith to help me or others that are working on finding exactly what works for them. Meeting people in my new area will be a difficult process so I figure its best to meet new friends in good places like the gym or church.  

I'm not sure if I will keep up with making posts because this felt a little awkward. The more people that read it could make this more awkward. I came up with the idea for the title "Defining the Dash" for the title of my future self help book that I'll never get around to writing so I figured I would write this as a means of documenting this time in my life. I know I will be a huge challenge, the greatest to date, with a lot of ups and downs but I feel very at peace with where I am and will be in the immediate future. California will be a totally new opportunity for friends and experiences that I'm looking forward to facing.